DBDR

Name:	Dbdr (real name unknown)
Date of Birth:	January 1st, 2001
Occupation:	Various (Construction worker, janitor, warehouse worker, etc...)
Ethnicity:	White (of Irish and Italian heritage)

DBDR (Dead By Daylight Rants) also known as Hat Flying, is a gingercel blackpilled YouTuber with over 40,000 subscribers (14,000 on his "hat flying" account) whose content primarily consists of him relaying his blackpilled thoughts, observations, and blackpilling life experiences. He has a second channel, Saint DBDR, where he uploads his music, bonus videos and life updates on his community tab.

It's debatable whether or not he should be considered an incel or simply blackpilled. However, he is a virgin and has a long history of failed attempts at acquiring a girlfriend and sex, along with at least one past oneitis. He twice kissed but the first time it was a dominican stripper from his local strip club and the second time it was a mom having a son his age whilst being drunk. The reason why his name is "DBDR" is because his videos would mostly consist of Dead by Daylight gameplay with his ranting in the background, hence the name. Normies criticize him as being "too negative" and view him as complaining about life too much, while others find him and his videos to be highly relatable, many even claim to use his videos as a cope. A lot of his videos delve into a lot of unique issues that tend to relate to a lot of Non-NTs. These include lack of skill/talent in anything, ostracization socially from normies, missing out and believing a gf will not fix their lives due to their other issues, learning slowly or being seen as incompetent due to high social inhibition, being behind in life, etc. Dbdr is also known for having coined the term "froglet".

"Yeah, that's pretty much it." is the catchphrase he closes most of his videos with.

Childhood

Born in 2001 to an Irish-american father and Italian-american mother as an only child in New York City, Dbdr would spend his first few months there, all until 9/11 occoured and his mother urged the family to move somewhere else. The place where his family moved to is somewhat unclear, though he has described it as being extremely rural and forested "bumfuck nowhere" in his words, he used to go on occasional hunting trips with his father and a friend of the family. When Dbdr was around 10 (so 2011ish), his parents divorced and he moved with his mother back to NYC, afterwards his father would live in the deep south (a possible indication that the place Dbdr had lived in as a kid was somewhere in the south). Around 2012, Dbdr remembers being bullied by some bigger kids, they would bully him in multiple ways, including by putting snow in their mouth and then spitting it on him. When he was about 12, he was sent to a school psychiatrist due to his odd behaviour (saying stupid stuff like "minecraft weed" to get attention from other kids) she then asked him a bunch of questions about his mental state, in particular about suicidal ideation, Dbdr responded logically by saying that he would never kill himself though there are days in which he hates his life. After hearing what he said, the psychiatrist responded by calling a medical team on him, which grabbed him and forcefully brought him to the nearest psych ward, he was then given a painful injection and forced to stay there, he was only released when another patient in the psych ward tried to strangle him. Around the same time as the pysch ward fiasco, he was sexually assaulted and possibly raped by an older gay kid, when he told his parents about the assault they didn't believe him, now he hates talking about it and is still evidently trumatized. These traumatic experiences in his early life would sow the foundation for how he would view the world and his place in it, he had always been used and abused by people, always being the butt of jokes or the friend nobody cared about.

Teen years

When DBDR was around 13, he "rubikscubemaxxed" (he learned to solve rubiks cubes just so that people would think he's cool), this didn't work. in middle school, a female teacher and his classmates made fun of him for "looking like a school shooter". He would also often struggle with ethnic identity, Dbdr identifies as Italian, though people would often not believe him, simply because he's ginger. Throughout highschool years, Dbdr had a relatively small group of friends and no success with girls, missing out on teenage romance and being brutally rejected by his oneitis. It is likely that he lurked or posted on incel forums around this time, which may be why he is well versed in incel and blackpill slang. After having finished Highschool, he went to community college for a Communications Degree before switching to and attaining a Liberal Arts Degree.

Early adulthood

In the Summer of 2021, Dbdr created his channel and began making youtube videos, initially consisting of youtube drama commentary (like the EDP445 situation, all of his videos from this very short era are lost media) by september 2021, his videos consisted of stories and happenings in his personal life, friends, struggles finding a job and the relationship with his family, such as how Dbdr claims to have a troubled relationship with his mother due to her being a helicopter parent and being manipulative towards him. His Father is an alcoholic and he doesn't like his uncle going as far as viewing him as a cuck. One of his younger cousins used to look up to him as his cousin was a bullied sub5 and would enjoy his company but after not having seen him for years, his cousin got 6’4 and framemaxxed. He also has a female cousin with which he has an okayish relationship. After starting his channel, normies slowly but steadily infiltrated his channel by commenting bluepillsplaining or cope-ish stuff and normie-creators started doing reactions where they made fun of him and the whole blackpill-community. This era is considered by some to be the golden age of Dbdr content, he quickly amased a following of a few thousand by the beginning 2022. In early 2022, his friends found out about his channel, watched it for months before confronting him on the 7th May 2022. All of Dbdr's friends except one no longer associated with him after this. This resulted in him getting into a harmul drinking habit. He would often get into arguments with his mom in which she often uses the phrase "You're becoming just like your father!" whenever he consumes alcohol. All of this culminated on the 28th of May 2023, when he left his home town (NYC) to live with his father in the deep south. His stay in the southern US was characterized by living with his father and grandmother, in his videos he would often talk about the diffrent culture and how people act, in the south people eat more and tend to be more friendly. On the 22nd of October 2023, He again moves back to New York to live with his mother, on the condition that he'd be institutionalized in some kind of anti-addiction program. Dbdr would dub this the "Ramona Flowers Academy".

Dbdr describes himself as an "ogre"

Ramona Flowers Academy

9 Nov 2023: Signed up to group therapy by his mother to what he dubbed as the Ramona Flowers academy based off the character in Scott Pilgrim vs The World.

Daily group therapy of 6 hours. Realises the academy is full of females and is wary of it. Has an unfavourable opinion of the therapist and questions their qualifications.

12 Nov 2023: Motivated by interacting with the females in his group therapy session and participating in the activities of the group therapy.

14-15 Nov 2023: Day 5-6 of Therapy. Therapist suggested he take SSRIs and he refused as he believes it will have a negative effect on his mental faculties.

Almost got a number but failed due to Therapist mentioning earlier that the group should not share phone numbers with each other since they were there for mental health reasons.

16-26 Nov 2023: Dbdr's mom believes his therapy is not helping him due to him expressing interest in the girls in his group, refusing to take medication and seeming more depressed. DBDR expresses that he is worried that the medication could cause erectile dysfunction to which she replied "It's not like you were using it anyway." She checks him out of the program.

Early 2024 events

Around early 2024, he would often go out to clubs or bars and get drunk with his friend "Wingman", who could attract women and had occasional relationships, one time when recording a video talking about this, the jealosy and years of lost experience made Dbdr lose his temper and scream into the mic "SITTING THERE" in reference to him sitting there and looking at others in relatioships, without ever being able to find one himself, Dbdr also had his first kiss when a dominican stripper (who he said looked like nicki minaj) kissed him when he was drunk (he claims she wanted to marry him for a green card). Around the same time, a woman with the username "DBDR's wife" began commenting on Dbdr's videos, claiming to be interested, they then talked on insta but after a few texts she ghosted him, proving it was just a larp. One Night, after Dbdr came back from the club drunk, Youtuber "The Based Contrarian" secretly records a discord call he had with Dbdr and uploads it without Dbdr's consent or knowledge, [leaked clip from the now-deleted interview].

Dbdr had a schizoaffective friend with a severe meth addiction, and upon having discovered his channel, he decided to blackmail DBDR, threatening to doxx him on r/DBDR (subreddit dedicated to Dbdr) all so that he could fund his addiction, Dbdr had lost his job so after a few months he simply had no money to pay, and in July 2024, his "friend" leaked him. Dbdr's mother found out about the channel and he was immediately kicked out of the house (he was going to get kicked out anyways since his mother was selling the house and leaving, this just made it immediate), he was now homeless and living in his car, facing all of this pressure, Dbdr hid both of his channels.

Events that occurred during DBDR's internet break

In July 2024, he hid both of his YouTube channels without saying goodbye, all of his old videos are set to private, yet his spotify account remained. Here you can find a comprehensive archive of his old videos from his main channel (+ audio-only archive). In July/August 2024, he was really blackout drunk at the bar and ended up making out with a 50-year-old mom that had a son his age; he literally asked if he can kiss her and they ended up getting kicked out for making the customers “uncomfortable”. Waking up the next day, he felt instant regret and embarrassment and remembers the other moms laughing at them. He gets diagnosed with Klinefelter syndrome (not life-threatining) and realizes that most of his problems can be explained with it (Weird body shape, getting fired from jobs for being slow, almost not graduating highschool and being academically slow, all of the bullying terrible brain fog and mood swings).

Fiona fiasco

Around August 2024, thanks to his friend wingman, Dbdr meets a 29yo ginger overweight woman (who he nicknamed "Fiona" in his youtube video) who was willing to date him. The two got into a 3-week-long sexless relationship where Dbdr quickly finds out that she has severe mental problems, she beat her dog when it ate her food, she smokes weed as an escape, she never cleans herself despite staying in the bathroom for hours, and she still lives with her parents. Dbdr has described this experience as feeling like an oofy-doofy marriage, in light of the fact that he got no sex and would fight with her all the time, Fiona's parents did not approve of him, believing she could do better. Fiona would often have mental breakdowns, and in one of them she asked Dbdr to marry her and have kids because she believed she was getting old and needed to start a family, by that point Dbdr knew that the relationship was going to be over soon and that Fiona was quite literally insane, he was only with her so that he could have a place to sleep. One day, Dbdr was laying on her bed, when she came out of the bathroom after having been in there for hours, she was fully naked, she walked up to the bed and lay down next to him, suddenly Dbdr was overwhelmed with a potent smell of feces, he peered down and saw she had shit between her ass cheeks, he couldn't help but stare for what felt like hours at the vile sight, the relationship was over then and there, he simply walked out of the house and drove away.

DBDR seeing Fiona's shit-covered ass crack

Move to Iowa

Following the Fiona fiasco, Dbdr moves from NYC to Iowa in late August, his friend wingman also left and got married, Dbdr claims to have almost been robbed at a gas station along the road. After arriving in Iowa, he got a job as a construction worker.

New life in Iowa

Return to the internet

In early october, he reactivated his second channel, Saint DBDR (now under the name "𝖌𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖙𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖑"), again with only one song called "Oblivion" still being online while he deleted the rest of his music, since he thought his other 3 songs were bad. Under rehab room's newest video, he commented: "Rotting in a car drinking a beer while watching rehab room working a construction job with guys who speak no english. It’s over.", and in the comment section of rehab rooms video, he disclosed having moved to Iowa.

On October 14th 2024, He breaks the silence and makes a community post on YouTube detailing what caused him to delete his channel, the following is his community post:

"You're probably wondering where I've been or what happened to me. Long story short is that I was blackmailed by an IRL friend for about 3 months before I deleted my channel. It was either send him money or he was gonna leak my face, and tell my family. As a result I lost a few grand and couldn't give him money because I was gonna be living in my car soon at the time. He was schizoaffective and had a mental break. He wasn't mad at my content. He just wanted to extort money from me to support his drug addictions, He is in the hospital now and ended up telling my family about My channel 2 weeks before I became homeless. (Which wasn't easy) I was forced to leave immediately despite having 2 weeks left. June/July I was doing doordash and dominos delivery showering at the gym and living off pre peeled 6 pack hard boiled eggs and deli meats every other day which allowed me to save up money and live in my car with only 3 pairs of clothes and a couple hygiene products. As a result my family/friends cut me off and I lost everything even though I didn't have much. (And yes those videos and pictures of me with my friends were real) My family/parents don't ever want to talk to me again and I don't either which is why I changed my number and got a flip phone which has actually benefited me immensely. I made some poor decisions in the month of July/august, I went clubbing for the first time and had some brutal experiences but it's safe to say now that I'm doing great. I work a job in construction and installation that pays very well and I plan on getting an apartment very very soon within the next month or 2. I was diagnosed with Klienfelters Syndrome getting a physical for my job last month as a requirement which I had literally every symptom for. Getting treatment for it fixed my depression and my anxiety is practically gone. I had 27 (ng/dL) when the normal testosterone range is 300-1200. My mood swings are gone and I don't suffer from ED and O sex drive anymore. I Left Brooklyn NY and I currently reside in lowa for school/work all because of a comment someone left a few months ago suggesting I move there. Whoever that was thank you. you saved my life. If you're an ugly man in NYC with no supportive family or friends like I was you will have a life of suffering. I have a recorded IQ of 90 and I'm currently going through a program to get my CDL all on my own with no help. I've been completely on my own with no contact with anyone since June/July. I'm not gonna lie it's scary being on your own but once your fight or flight instincts kick in you'll do what you have to do to survive no matter how depressed and anxious you may be. I tried to go for plumbing but sadly I got mogged by all the younger kids who already had experience with the trade the first week so I dropped out and switched to CDL class A. I changed my number and downgraded to a flip phone and got a different car because of insurance going up after a few overnight tickets and I simply just needed to save. I don't plan on getting internet for at least a year or 2 when I get my apartment to save up money, so I'll have to post this at like a library or Starbucks. I've been conned and hurt by almost everyone that I thought were my friends and family it's hard to even put it in words all the pain and suffering I went through for no reason at all. All my channel was about was a venting channel to share my life's struggles. I'll never trust or talk to a human being again and I don't even care about family or relationships. I just wanna save up money and live my life rotting in this apartment Im moving into soon and save up, it's better this way anyway. No one had my back and best interests and everyone always wanted to hurt me and use me cause they thought it was funny. A life of being a jester to satisfy normies isn't worth it. I wish this happened sooner. No one in my personal life had respect for me. Homelessness will change you. You will either get it together or die trying. (For the record I still live in my car Im still searching for apartments in Iowa. Currently I work during the day and go to school at night) I hate to admit it but I was drinking every day and it actually gave me the motivation I needed to keep going and fighting for my life. (I know that sounds ridiculous cause it is but I'd probably be dead if it weren't for Alcohol) Im completely done with YouTube. I just want to live my life away from society. Maybe I'll move to Europe learn a new language or learn how to build my own place on a plot of land with solar panels. I've been in tune with nature and trying to become a man. After all. I've been sent my own way so it's not like I have a choice. The internet is an evil place. All of you guys just brainrot scrolling watching videos of successful attractive people is just ragebait and you're making yourself mad for no reason. This community has the same talking points over and over again and it's boring. We get it. Genetic determinism is real and your life is planned the second you pop out the womb. Free will is a lie. The bad part is all the people gaslighting you that are in denial. BP content is cringe af now and there's so many larpers emerging. It's not worth it to express your vulnerabilities as a man to anyone because people see you as a threat. Also Not having any internet for a few months made my mental state a lot clearer. All I wanted to do with this channel was vent about my struggles and help others who related to me. Truly this channel was therapy for me and you guys. That's all my channel was ever about. I wasn't here to beg for donations, become a lolcow or grift. I just wanted to vent because I've spent a life of isolation without a support system. after all the initial support and tribute videos (which I appreciate very much btw) I got when I left from all the guys I helped with my videos, very quickly the normies got wind of it and started making stuff up about me that I was a "hateful violent person" and throwing around labels (the infamous i word) and making up lies about me without even watching a single video. Keep in mind guys. I HAVE NO SOCIAL MEDIA. Aside from this channel if you're talking to someone who's claiming to be me it's not. Or someone claiming "oh I talked to Dbdr" I haven't talked to anyone online aside from irl in years and this includes gaming. So the normies won. I'm leaving the internet for good and giving my goodbye to focus on my career and getting it together. Remember this. Brotherhood is a lie. It would be nice if men could support and help eachother through these tough times but since in our nature we're a competitive species we put eachother down. I've really matured as a person and I'm not gonna allow people to constantly walk all over me and hurt me anymore. I don't talk to anyone at work or in my classes and I just keep to myself. All the abuse I went through for being Low IQ, ginger and obese half of my life was unnessasary since I don't have control over most of the things that are wrong with me. All I ever wanted was a peaceful normal life with no drama. I didn't care about my channel becoming popular as I never ever wanted that. Most days I stare at the road thinking about a better life and a family but it's never happening. It's time to move on and build a future for my self and only myself. I have a few songs I made back when I was living in NYC that I would like to upload (@saint_DBDR is a fake channel made by someone larping as me) then I'm done. Thanks for everyone who supported me. I won't be able to reply to many comments for the time being unless I find a public place with wifi. You're probably wondering the big question aswell. Yes I'm still single. I have O interest in relationships or talking to women. I pretty much gave up after highschool if I'm being completely honest. It's just not worth it for an oofy doofy like me. Life is rigged."

-DBDR, October 14th, 2024

On Februrary 14th 2025, (Valentine's day) he renames his second channel to "SAINT DBDR" and uploads a new song, he also reuploads his older songs. On February 6th or 7th 2025 at 12-1am, DBDR allegedly got into a scuffle at a stripclub which ended up in him using his car against a dozen of aggressors. Prior to his self defence, he has said that he got drunk and ended up being raped (being forcefully made to do oral on a strip dancer who was on her period, before he took action into his own hands)[source needed].

Return to youtube

On May 16th 2025 he officially begins making videos again on his new channel, Hat Flying (the name is a reference to a video of an intoxicated sub5 man falling and losing his hat in the process), the videos he uploads are about his personal life and what he was doing when he was gone. he's planning to get an apartment (he's currently homeless sleeping in his car) and then continue his commentary-style videos on his main channel. As of August 2025, Dbdr is still active on youtube and makes videos once every 1-2 weeks, his mother is now living in california and he expresses how he sometimes misses wingman and some of his other friends. Dbdr likes being alone and not having to deal with other people, he enjoys his job and he's stated that now he is the happiest he's ever been in years.

Life summary

• 2001: Dbdr is born in NYC but after 9/11, the family moves to a rural area (possibly in the south) at his mother's urging.
• 2001-2011: He lives in sed rural area till his parents divorce and he moves with his mom back to NYC.
• 2011-2014: Dbdr is bullied by some bigger kids, he also gets sexually assaulted.
• 2014-2021: He misses out on teenage love and likely begins browsing incel forums / watching incel youtubers. He also goes to college.
• 2021: Begins making youtube videos about his life.
• 2022: His friends abandon him after having discovered about the channel. The stress causes him to become an alcoholic.
• Early-Mid 2023: His mother kicks him out the house because of his excessive drinking, he moves in with his dad in the southern US.
• Late 2023: He moves back to NYC to go live with his mother on the condition that he'd quit drinking.
• Early 2024: Still occasionally drinks, experiences his first kiss (with a stripper), IRL "friend" discovers about his channel and begins blackmailing him, extorting money to fund his drug addiction.
• Mid 2024: The IRL "friend" doxxes him and Dbdr hides his youtube channels, he is kicked out the house by his mother and moves in with his newfound girlfriend, he has a 3-week-long sexless relationship with her. After the relationship ended, he moves to Iowa.
• Late 2024-2025: Dbdr finds a new job in Iowa and is feeling happier with life, despite living in his car. He returns to youtube in May 2025.

Inside jokes

That hat just had to go flying

This refers to a video of an intoxicated man falling down, spilling his drink and losing his hat in the process. The video is brootal since the hat flying away reveals the man's balding hairline. The channel name "Hat Flying" is a reference to this.

SITTING THERE

This is a reference to one of his videos from early 2024 where he screams "SITTING THERE" as he's recording his video. The reason why he did so is because he was talking about how everyone around him seems to be in relationships, but he's just sitting there.

THE DICK CAN'T FIT

Around may 2024, Dbdr made a few livestreams (usually drunk) and in one of them he started laughing like the joker and rambling on about how "The dick can't fucking fit".

Criticism

Many viewers accuse Dbdr of fabricating or exaggerating his stories for the sake of drama, this is impossible to confirm or deny. Youtubers like The Based Contrarian claim that at least 50% of his content is fake. BasedContrarian is known for being obsessed with hating Dbdr and even leaked a conversation they had toghether back in early 2024.

Most regular Dbdr viewers admit that perhaps some of his content is exaggerated or narrated in his perspective or bias. The consistency of what he says makes the major events of Dbdr's life seem totally believable.

Music

Here you will find a list of all available songs made by Dbdr. Note that many of his songs have been deleted by him, so this is not a comprehensive list.

OBLIVION [available here]

ALL OF THESE HUMANS OBLIVIOUS I AM SURROUNDED BY MF***N IDIOTS

EVERYONE TELL ME I’M HIDEOUS I PUT THE MASK ON MY FACE NOW I’M CILLIAN (Murphy)

THEY NEVER CALL ME RESILIENT THEY NEVER SEE HOW I REALLY BE LIVIN IT

I NEVER F**K WITH AFFILIATES SH*T THAT I SEE IS SO F****N RIDICULOUS

OBLIVION (X16)

ATTACK OF THE CLONES REALITY HIT ME AND SHATTERED MY BONES

MY HEART IS SO COLD NEVER A MOMENT IN FRONT OF ME THAT WILL UNFOLD

NEVER OK F**K AROUND I MIGHT PUT YOU 6 FEET DEEP IN THE GRAVE

SIT HERE AND WAIT THE FACE OF DISGUST I CANNOT GO OUT IN THE DAY.

OBLIVION (X16)

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HYPERTENSION [available here]

I DON’T GIVE A F*CK ABOUT YOU, ME

I JUST WANNA WATCH IT ALL BURN, BLEED (X2)

HYPERTENSION RISING FROM THE STRESS IT’S HOW I’M LIVIN.

HEART BLACK. FOR THIS MESS I’M HEADED

WAKE UP EVERYDAY I CAN’T ESCAPE BED RIDDEN

DROWNING OUT THE NOISE FROM MY LIFE I’M LIVID

I USED TO THINK THAT I COULD HAVE A LIFE LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE

NOW I’M TRAPPED UP IN MY MIND AND I CANNOT ESCAPE FROM H*LL

STANDING IN THE MIRROR I GOT BLINDED BY MY UGLY SELF

BUT NOW I’M ON MY OWN NOBODY PICKED ME WHEN I FELL

I DON’T GIVE A F*CK ABOUT YOU, ME

I JUST WANNA WATCH IT ALL BURN, BLEED (X2)

IT’S BEEN A COLD WINTER

BALACLAVA ON

COULDN’T BE WITH HER

GOTTA CARRY ON

EVERY STEP A SPLINTER

NOW THE PRESSURE ON

EVERYDAY I’M BITTER

SOON IT WON’T BE LONG

I DON’T GIVE A F*CK ABOUT NO SOUL

EVERYONE ROUND ME GASLIGHT THEY SCOLD

I GOT SO SICK MY MEMORIES MOLD

FED UP THE LIES THAT I WAS FORETOLD

I DON’T GIVE A F*CK ABOUT YOU, ME

I JUST WANNA WATCH IT ALL BURN, BLEED (X2)

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LOST IN THE SAUCE [available here]

STAY AT HOME IMMA GO PLAY A GAME

I MIGHT GO FILL UP A SOCK TODAY

SAME SHIT IT’S A DIFFERENT DAY

I SWEAR TO GOD DEATH IS A CALL AWAY

MAN I’M PISSED OFF FVCKIN UP THE PLACE

SOUR MY MOOD WHEN IT ELEVATES

EVERYONE ROUND ME I CAN’T RELATE

BRAINWASH THE CORE LET MY MIND ERASE

I USED TO BE FUNNY IT DIDN’T WORK

EVERYONE TOLD ME I’M SHIT WHICH IS WHAT I’M WORTH

NOW I DON’T GIVE A FUCK MAYBE I’M GIVING UP LIGHT THE MATCH AND WATCH IT BURN BURN BURN BURN

I GOT THE SLOP ON DECK

I GOT NO BITCH ON DICK

IMMA GO HANG MY NECK

EVERYDAY WAKE UP SICK

I AM SURROUNDED BY RETARDS

FVCK AROUND I MIGHT GO ER

NOBODY LIVIN GO DIS HARD

EVERYONE ELSE I DISREGARD

CAUSE THIS IS THE WAY I DO THERAPY

I RESENT EVERYONE TERRIBLY

EVERYONE ELSE IS AHEAD OF ME

DOIN THIS SHIT OUT OF JEALOUSY

I GOT LOST IN THE SAUCE

LOST IN THE SAUCE

I GOT LOST IN THE SAUCE

LOST IN THE SAUCE B*TCH (X2)

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DEAD INSIDE (feat. Leprosy) [archived here]

[LYRICS UNKNOWN]

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SERPENTS [available here]

I TOLD THAT B1TCH TO SHUT THE F*CK UP PLEASE DON’T ASK ME HOW I’M FEELIN

THE ONLY WAY I’M SLEEPINGS WHEN I’M HANGING FROM THAT CEILING

I JUST DRANK A FIFTH TO NUMB THE PAIN DON’T KNOW HOW I’M BREATHIN

I JUST WOKE UP 8AM I’M ALREADY SEETHING LIKE

MAYBE WHEN I DIE I’LL ROLL DICE GET A BETTER LIFE

NEVER DOIN SH*T RIGHT I AM SORRY THAT I’M NOT YOUR TYPE

ALL THE SH*T I WENT THROUGH IS THE REASON WHY I’M NOT ALRIGHT

KICK ME DOWN AND STOMP ME OUT AND WONDER WHY I’M NOT POLITE

I BEEN DOIN THIS SH*T FOR A MINUTE HIT MY LIMIT UH

GOT MY BRAIN FRIED FROM THE HUB AND I CAN BARELY FINISH UH

F*CK THESE EXPECTATIONS I CAN’T MAKE IT I AIN’T LIVIN UP

ROTTED IN MY BASEMENT WEIGHT I’M GAININ WHEN I’M GIVIN UP

CIRCLE GOT SOME SNAKES SHARKS IN THE TANK

I DON’T F*CK WITH NO MORE IM PISSIN ON YOUR GRAVE

DON’T ASK ME HOW I PRAY I DON’T WANNA BE SAVED

THE LAST THING THAT I WANT IS TO BE WORRIED BOUT MY FATE

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JEREMY MEEKS [available here]

CAME UP OUT THE SWAMP, LIKE AN OGRE IN THE POND

WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT, I DON’T KNOW HOW TO RESPOND

EVERYONE STRING ME ALONG, TILL THE SUN UP NOW I’M GONE

PLEASE DON’T TALK TO ME IF YOU DON’T KNOW BEEN GOIN THROUGH A LOT

(I’ve been)

STANDIN IN THE DARK IN THE BREEZE

FUCK WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME

WHO IS THAT? WHO’S ME?

INFRARED DARK HEAT

I’VE BEEN PRAYIN TO THE LORD SAINT MEEKS WHILE I MAKE THE BEAT

GRINDING ON MY OWN KICK BACK SEE ME IN YOUR DREAMS

HOLLOWED OUT MY SOUL ON THE OUTSIDE WHEN YOU SEE DEFEAT

FUCK THE POPULATION FUCK THE GASLIGHT I MIGHT WORK ON ME

STANDIN IN THE DARK IN THE BREEZE

FUCK WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME

WHO IS THAT? WHO’S ME?

INFRARED DARK HEAT

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SENT MY OWN WAY [available here]

FOCUS ON MYSELF I WAS SENT MY OWN MY WAY.

LAY HERE TO ROT AND DECAY.

I DON’T GIVE F*CKS ABOUT NONE OF YOU LAMES

LATELY LIFE FEEL LIKE A GAME

ALL THE TIME I GOT REGRET.

THAT’S WHY IM SICK IN THE HEAD

I DON’T NEED SLEEP I JUST NEED A LIL REST

AT THE END OF THE DAY I MIGHT HANG FROM MY NECK

TALK TO MYSELF I GOT NO BODY ELSE

CAN’T BRING ME OUT OF THIS HELL.

DRANK TO MUCH ALCOHOL AIN’T FEELIN WELL

WILSON THE VOLLEYBALL I’M BY MYSELF

GUN TO MY HEAD JUST TO CONTEMPLATE

BITCH I’M HANDLING IT

I AM NOT ONE HERE TO CONVERSATE

I’M ABANDONING IT

F*CK THIS SOCIETY I’M ON MY OWN B*TCH

SENT MY OWN WAY I’M ALONE

NEVER NO TELLIN THE WAY THAT I GO

EASY FOR ME CAUSE I NEVER LEAVE HOME

STUCK IN MY WAYS I AIN’T LEAVING THE PAST

I THINK I NEED A NEW PATH

BEAT DOWN BY BROOKLYN THERE’S NO LOOKIN BACK BACK

ON THE MEDS AND I HOPE THAT IT LASTS

SENT MY OWN WAY SENT MY OWN WAY SENT MY OWN WAY (X4)

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NORWOOD REAPER [available here]

NOORWOOD REAPER CAME TOOK MY HAIRLINE AND HE DIPPED

NOW IT’S TIME TO FLY TO TURKEY FOR A TRIP.

B*TCH I’M F*CKIN BALD AND GOT NO BITCHES ON MY DICK

SAW SOME RECESSION AND MY TEMPLE FUCKIN QUIT

FEEL LIKE DOUBLE DEE WHAT THE FUCK UNDER THE HAT

I CAN’T LEAVE THE HOUSE UNLESS I GOT THAT FUCKIN CAP

I DONE LOOKED UP IN THE MIRROR AND I SAW A CIRCLE PATCH

I MIGHT PHONE UP DR GOLDBERG FINASTERIDE WHERE IT AT

I JUST SHAVED MY HEAD I LOOK LIKE SH*T

TRIED A COMB OVER IT DIDN’T FIT

LOSING MY SANITY WHY THE F*CK DID YOU DO THIS?

ORDERED A HAIR SYSTEM NOW MY HAIR IS FRESH AS SH*T

LOST A COUPLE FOLLICLES I GUESS THIS M*THERFUCKER LURKING.

GRABBED HIS SCYTHE AND TOOK A SWIPE NOORWOOD 5 B*TCH I’M BALDING.

I JUST PAID A GRAND FOR HAIR CREAM I GOT SCAMMED AND NOW I’M HURTING

IN A COUPLE YEARS I MIGHT BE F*CKED AND LOOK LIKE CAPTAIN SPALDING

See also

• Rehab room
• Hamudi
• Locationcel
• Wheat waffles
• Zoomer
• Whitecel
• Incelcore

External links

• Dbdr (original YouTube channel with 40k subs, currently unavailable)
• Saint Dbdr (music YouTube channel)
• Hat Flying (current YouTube channel he uploads on)
• SaintDbdr (his spotify)
• DBDR Fandom Wiki (fan-made wiki)
• DBDR Highlights (fan-made highlight and archive channel)
• The Real Batman (fan-made archive channel)
• r/DBDR (fan-made subreddit)